Pet me !

I love this dog, I suppose that mine will get sthg like that ;)

BTW 2 morrow I am going to France for 10 days, wish me luck!

All those chapters

All those chapters we are creating and all those people who are coming and going away...

I've found 2day the letter I wrote during the summer 2011, on barcelona coast crying. The letter to my ex bf....saying goodbye to him as my lover and saying hello as a just friend, would that ever be possible? ... 8 pages of all feelings I had, 8 pages of the sincere confession...

It is so nice to read it now, all over again, remeber all those feelings

Yes I was reading that 2day with a tear in my eye.

Mr M. was my love, first, big love and I knew even then that we could not be 2gether...sad story, great memories!!! Wish him all the best!

Sometimes we should let some people to be only great memories...why is not that so easy?! 

Not immediately but DEFINITELY

I will succeed sooner or later!

Yesterday I realized that it cannot be that strangers believe in me more than myself....

During my job interview the recruiter said me that I am 

                                                                                           THE PERFECT CANDIDATE

cause

I have strong interpersonal and langauge skills and the look and I am extremely talented!

So nice to hear that even of only one person thinks so...

Let's wait for results....maybe someone else would believe in that!

And that is not only about work , I ve started healthy lifestyle again. So DEFINITELY!

Mean Princess Avatar

I love it!!!

Karma hm or maybe good luck?!

GOOD PIC for a GOOD day!

Is everything gonna be all right? I hope so! So far so good so keep your fingers crossed!

"Kto nie ma szczęścia w milości ten ma w kartach" , so maybe at least I will become a businesswoman!

Making Mistakes ;)

Everyone makes mistakes....let's just learn from them.

Btw. Finally I do not sleep alone and I have someone to love me, unconditionaly! That's the good reason to buy a dog.

Still with heart beating..

I know I should hate you but I just CANNOT!

"Two feet standing on a principle

two hands longing for each others warmth

cold smoke seeping out of colder throats

darkness falling, leaves nowhere to go

It's spiraling down

biting words like a wolf howling

hate is spitting out each other's mouths

but we're still sleeping like we're lovers

Still with feet touching

Still with eyes meeting

Still our hands match

Still with hearts beating"

Song "Still" of Daughter

WE fall IN love?!

NEVER HAD WANTED TO

I never had wanted to FALL IN LOVE

and definietly

I never had wanted to FAIL IN LOVE

So we FALL IN LOVE

nope, we FAILED IN LOVE

Motivation, determination, success

I CAN DO IT!

So far I used to have a loads of things I really wanted, lets say I am a lucky one...at least sometimes.

Now again I wanto prove MYSELF that I CAN DO IT.

Lets hope I am strong enough

If someone else can do it, i can do it 2

Wish me luck...

Threesome in the Neverland

Ok so finally I've watched Peter Pan

I suppose it was the first time in my life, and I saw the original one(1953), recommended!

What a strange threesome was over there: Peter, Wendy and Tinker Bell

and as a naive person I am I believed that he would leave Neverland to be with Wendy.

Anyway he is very quick to point out how great he is....hmmm have I ever heard that before?

Ah I thought that my fav Peter Pan quote qould be that of saying goodbye ..

But actually I fall in love with this one <3

So lets dream!

So where is my happy ending?

Ok i suppose i am masochist person, I like complications and I hate when everything is easy

but 

Everybody has own limits, limits of patience

so

where (the fuck) is my happy ending?

But I know that changes are coming and coming very soon !!!!

I need a new job, new flat and all OLD friends around....ah and SUN pls!

Not such an usual fairy tale.

I wanted to be a Princess    ....    right

I am the Mean Princess      ....      Let's say so...

So I have my own fairy tale but not as I wished it to be

Mean Princess and Peter Pan.....our fairy tale...

If somone had told me that my fascination of "never grow up pic" from Peter Pan would become so crucial and meaningfull so soon in not such a positive meaning I would never admit.

 I was even thinking of having a tattoo like that if I would like to have one.

And yep I supposed to be the female Peter Pan but not in the worst state I suppose, I will be growing up I suppose....

And he is a Peter Pan, almost perfect, clear version of Peter Pan sindrome....just strange that I have not thought of that...it was so obvious! I would have known that before.

And ok it's not the fault of the person that he/she is a Peter Pan, circumstanes and family creates that so yes he is ....and two Peter Pans together could be too much...

I am feeling lost again....forget would be the best....but I've been there before and did not work so far.

Greetings from Neverland

So again be carefull what you wishing cause you just might get it.